"To later be transcribed to laptop"

Note: I can't remember when i wrote this. I'm guessing a maths lecture, possibly a Thursday, since thats the night i've most often gone out. (Thursday: 3 rest of the week: 0)
I'f i add anything to this it will be highlighted with a ** remark or in brackets ()

"Well i'm sitting up the back of my Maths lecture. I couldn't be more bored. But i have shitloads to think about and just as much write. I spent an hour today with a retarded grin on my face as my brain raced at around 1,000,000 miles an hour. Why? Simply: The prospect of going out and drinking with Ben. Ok, so he only asked me if i was going out tonight, but the conversation was hinting at heaps more than just that.

Heres a reconstruction of the conversation:
Him: So have you got any plans for tonight?
Me: Nope, have you?
Him: Nah, the last time i went out drinking was with Sam that night when you were there, we mostly go round to his place and drink.
Me: Fair enough, I haven't been out since then. Oh wait, i did go out to the education trivia night
Him: They had a trivia night? I didn' hear about it.
Me: Yeah, it wasn't widely publicized.
Him: I would've gone if i had've known.
Me: I only went because i knew some of the people. I don't tend to go out unless i'm going to be meeting people i know there.
Him: Yeah.

(Wow, at this stage i'm amazed and apalled at the fact that i rememebered an entire conversation with Ben)

Then later on he asked his friend Sam if he was thinking about going out tonight. Now i don't know anything whatsoever about hints but right now i'm convinced that Ben would very much like to go out and drink with me.
So whilst the maths lecture hasn't started per se. I'm wondering how i can get tonight set down in stone (concrete or other hard building material)

(New page, same day)

I'm seriously tearing my brain apart. Damn me for liking another goddamn Ben. It sucks so much arse but nothing would rock so much if i could go out drinking with Ben tonight, I'm hoping to ask/tell him later but yeah, that was possibly the best 50 minutes of this week.
We also talked about my banana & chocolate only preference to chupa chups. That was funny as. But now i'm here in maths whilst Ben, Sam and Jo are off getting lunch.

Hopefully they'll be back for our last lecture so i can ask him about going out tonight. I have $10- worth of free alcohol and i would love to spend it on Ben. Anyways I should probably spend more time paying attention to this lecture than thining about future prospects with Ben.

(well, at the end of that i've got a pretty good idea of what day that was. I didn't go out that night due to obvious reasons, since i came home the next to be with my family. But things all worked out for the best when i went out Ben the other week and got trashed. It was a good night all round. Anyways, i really should be off to go study. And this time i mean it!)